Wishing and dreaming

You know we have so many dreams in out lives some no matter how big or small they come true. Somtimes you wish you could trade in all the little dreams that come true for one big one or vice versa.

I think my dream is to teaching theatre but now I'm not so sure. I know how and I am willing worker and I like workign with the theatre children that take the class. And I just love theatre. But as I get turned down for teaching job after teaching job you have to wonder is that really enough. I have a good resume and a good protfoilio and I think I am a good interviewee. But nothing.

What am I suppose to do if I don't get a teaching job? I don't want to work in an office and I don't want to bum off my parent the rest of my life. I just want to do theatre but it feels like someone maybe even if it's just me is holding me back.

i just wish someone or something will show me a sign.